||[Jun. 12th, 2007|07:50 pm]
|||||Leave Out All The Rest - Linkin Park||]|
I thank you Yuna.
However, I did not mean to get so upset at the sight of my father. But he deserved it. Things have been quiet in my life. I almost miss being able to watch people suffer at my hands and order others around, watching them scurry off with their tails between their legs. Almost. I do hope no one takes that seriously. Yuna, it seems you were right. Perhaps that wasn't the best thing to say.
I only bring things like that up because I have had to relive my past within a few moments recently, and looking back on it all now... All of those apologies made earlier... I feel they weren't truly sincere. But now I would like to make sincere apologies. They may not seem acceptable still to some, but I will try my hardest to make them acceptable.
I wish only to prove myself to everyone that had been affected by my poor judgement as a Maester of Yevon.
But until given my chance by each individual, I will... "lighten up" a little. I really do think I should stop being so serious.
Edit: Oh, by the way, I believe congratulations are in order. Happy birthday, Riku.